Well, today's the day I board a plane for the first time in 28 years - and the weather is absolutely crappy. It's been raining all night, this morning has dawned cool, wet, and windy, and this weather is in the forecast for almost the entire week. So much for getting some shots of the Rockies as we fly over them, eh? You can't photograph something that's buried under heavy cloud...

I'm nervous - there's a reason I haven't flown in 28 years - and knowing we're flying in bad weather isn't helping. But, I'm a pro at dealing with different kinds of stress, and one of the best ways I've found is to read a good book. So, as soon as I've boarded, I'll crack one open and lose myself in the story. Before I know it, we'll be landing at the other airport, and unless there's really bad turbulence on the way there, my brain won't even register the fact that we've left the ground in the first place. Yes, a really good book has that kind of power.

Before I go, I need to say a few words to a couple of people who visit this journal but never comment.
Karis, I love you. I know the hurt you've carried for a long time doesn't let you believe that, but maybe some day, you
will realize and accept it. Of course, I do hope realization doesn't come too late. And please don't do with Matia and Nikkita what your father did with you; don't lie to them by telling them we don't love them. You know that we do love them, and I really don't believe you want to hurt them the way your father has hurt you.
Jeff, honey, I hope you have a great birthday. I'm sorry I couldn't be there to celebrate it with you. You and I seem to have a special connection, and you know I'll be there for you in any way I can be. I'll be sending waves of love and support to you while I'm away, so if you need me, you email me, okay? When I get home, you call me. Better yet, just come on over. We'll even go for a drive, just you and I, if you want or need to do that. Whatever you do, though, hon, stay in touch with me...
Okay, folks, that's it. I have to finish sorting out what I can and can't take with me, have a shower, and get myself all purrtied up. Shari, make sure you've got the coffee on, because man, I'm gonna need it...

Bye-bye, everyone! I love you! I'll see you tomorrow (
or maybe later tonight, if I feel up to it)!